Pain Poem by Robin Ekström

In pain i am, and forever i will be.
I am unhappy, and people do not see.

Depend on someone, and your friendship might end.
Since mankind itself, loves to rend.

So many years wasted on a lie.
Mostly i simply wish to lay down and die.

I cannot decide, what to do with my life.
But i do know, it may end with a knife.

My hatred can grow, in unlimited range.
It can grow so much, that my mind will change.

I reach for a knife, when emotions brings tears.
I have felt like this for so many years.

I've tried to end it so many times.
Never succeded, it is my crime.

Im scared of myself, for what i will be.
Im scared of what other people might see.

I try to be happy, but always falls down.
When i try to stand up, life kicks me around.

I have my reasons to act as i do.
Please don´t judge me, this could be you.