Pain N Hurt Poem by Solibella gonzalez

Tryin to understand is wat makes it harder.
i want to tell you but i cant
i hear everythin you say
and thats how i knw wat i feel isnt ok
i guess you alreally dont knw,
cuz you cant read my mind
but if i tell you then
wat im i left behide with?
tears and pain? !
to open up isnt a choice
to let you is even worst
to push you away lyk i just did
is wats best
i knw that doin so is hurtin
me way more but i cant stand
knwin that you dont love me anymore
so havin to say good bye is wat i need to do
im sorry i hurt you cuz
thats never wat i meant to do....