Lust
His strong arms graze my back
Oh how I crave his touch
Sensual
Hearts beating fast in 4/4 time
I might be over thinking, again
He is with me so I am content
Why don’t boys like to be cuddled?
He was 20 minutes late for our date, again
Confusion
My mind tells me this is wrong
He whispers lies into my ear
I believe every one of them
The taste of the alcohol he bought for me caresses my lips
He holds my hips
My body is in the hands of another
We are now one entity
I am on a cloud
He lets go of his moon, his sun and his every star
He shrouds my fertile self with his galaxy
History
Ours is tainted with dishonesty and despair
Why are you still in my bed?
Frustration
How could you do this to me
You know I’m paranoid about these things
I just can’t believe you would do this to me
Stupid Boy
Him
He is all-knowing and I am a naive girl
I don’t know my own body
I am being too dramatic
I am overreacting
He is all-knowing
He would never fill a girl up with his moon, sun and stars
and then leave her
He promises he would stay
Lies tickle the insides of my stomach
I believe every one of them
He leaves
12 hours pass
Trust turns into mistrust
I can’t believe him anymore
An uneasy feeling hollows my heart
He is but a pedestrian to my world
Walking in and out of life
My worries will swallow my heart
I have 10 hours
Reality check
My heart has been with me since day one
My heart has been inside me since day one
You’ve been inside me since last night
You are not going to manipulate me
and ridicule me, and lie to me
My body is special
I am not going to let you simply
create space inside me
just so you can have me for tonight
and fill me up with your galaxy
for 9 months
I’m not giving away my 9 months
to someone so self-righteous
so undeserving of all of me
My body is an art piece
He robbed me of my purity
What am I to do
Fatigue
I escape into slumber
I awake with the truth
There are two little pills that can change everything
Breakthrough
This is the day
I am stealing
I am stealing back the power he stole from me last night
I am resilient
I am a strong woman
I approach the strong pharmacist woman
Two pills, within 24 hours,100 % power up
I am at 8 hours
I feel uplifted
Those two little pills will give me strength
Stupid burden of a boy
Last night his shadow eclipsed with my world
for the last time
No more 9 months
No more having to spend eternity with this gloomy shadow
I don’t need him to feel strong
I don’t need him to feel beautiful
8 Hours
Swallow, power up
I am wanted
My body is my art piece
He does not treat it as such
I will never be treated as anything other than special
Oh and
He had a tiny rocket
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem