I heard the news today
That you decided to go away
I wish you had decided to stay
So that I could tell you everythin is goin to be okay
Your life was a struggle
I know you were hurtin inside
but darlin everyone of us is hurtin now
now that your gone
Why did you decide to leave
why did you decide to go away
Im here standin in my tears
tryin to hold myself together
tryin to be strong for you
I can't do this anymore
Today, is your birthday
So this is a tribute to you
I miss your smile and how your eyes
would take away the anger in me
I may not have known you as well
but man you became my brother
my family my siblin
Im not whole without you
As I look round me all I can see is your eyes
Staring right back into this empty space
you would call my face
tryin to tell me that everythin will be okay
that I need to move on
and be the girl you knew I would be
We're both hurtin badly
tryin to hold back the hurt
bro why did you have to go
I hate myself for not reachin out to you
Im hurtin inside knowin that I was lied to
I wish I hadn't listened
I wish I would have spoken out when I dreamed
Now I know
Now I wanna just cry and never wake up
But I know thats not the life would have me lead
I miss you
I wish you could hold me in your arms and tell me
baby sis, its gonna be okay
Now I have to be strong for both of us
Now I have to look up to our brother
and hold him cause your not here to do so
and tell him its not his fault
He misses you,
He wishes he hadn't listened
His hurtin inside
dyin a little bit more each day
knowin he could have saved you
and you would be here today
We both are hurtin knowin we could have done
somethin if we had knew
We love ya bro
Hope where you are that you no longer feel the pain
No longer feeling sad
Or the consumention of hurt
I hope you will always know where ever you are
that you are loved and will never be forgotten
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem