Re: Information About Doctor Poem by April Dan Chi Ho

An email that I replied to a person I have known.

I do have many obsessions
I do have sleeping disorders
I do wear millions of fake smiles
I do hold big balloons called depression.

I know I live with fear for years
I know emotions affect me day after day
I know they bring me confusion
I know my head just feels in a mess.

There is something wrong, I know…
Both mentally and conceptually
I lost my nerves and I feel afraid.
I wish that we could quickly sort them out.
I feel fine with the current therapy
There’s no need of another consulting service
I don’t need a psychiatrist
I don’t need medication.
I just need some moments in peace.
I will treat my body and mind,
In ways that are quite nice.
And I'll stay happy as I could be.

AprilDC – July 2008 – HCM City