Really Moving On Poem by Khloe Chace

There are those days,
That I always think back on.
Remembering the warmth of your hand and
The fearlessness I felt everytime we kissed.

But I made a mistake,
I broke up with you for little to no reason.
For awhile I saw your heart feel hearbreak.
But now I'm not sure what to think.

I felt the breaking of my heart too.
Ever since I did it, I've wanted it to undo.
But since me you've had four girlfriends or more.
I'm starting to wonder if you really care.

Sure, judge me, say I'm an idiot.
'Stupid girl, you missed out get over it'
Hey, I know i did and you don't know how hard I've tried.

But now I'm thinking harder.
If he really still loves me like he says he does,
Why would he put me through him going out with other girls,
When all he wants is me?

I don't regret our time together.
So far, those nights have been the best ever.
But this is only the beginning,
It's only the first inning of my life.

I want to feel bubbly again.
To write again with my diary pen.
You gave up on me,
So I'm starting to wonder if you are worth it still.

There's too much in our past.
I want a relationship that will last.
It's gonna be hard to stop loving you,
But it's for the best of all of us.

I don't want you out of my life.
You are defiantly an incredible guy.
Go out with that girl and you and I can be friends.
But maybe, just maybe, we will have a future together once again.

I want to be held by someone,
By someone whom I love and who loves me back.
To not worry if he is cheating on me.
To someday feel stress free and realxed

KURTSN