Remember Those Faithful Days Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

Days have past and months have too
But I still can't help thinking of you
You decimated my heart and through me away
Yet I can't stand that you've gone away
We have fought, countless times
We have cried, yes soothed each others tears
My mind was lost, I couldn't see clearly
How much I really do miss you dearly
My anger had grown into a strong hate
Yet I cant seem to find away to escape
The love that I harness it still burns in me
I don't understand it but I guess I can't see
You've lied to my face, and beaten me down
Yet I still can't help brush away my frown
I still dream of you, and remember the days
When my heart was still whole
And my skies weren't so gray
I remember the days when you held me so close
That my heart skipped a beat and I couldn't help glow
Now the time has changed and we have parted
Yet I can't seem to forget how much I miss you
I know it's not right, I know I should hate you
Yet I still can't ease you from my mind
I told you before never question my love
For when I tell you, it's meant from the heart
I never say it unless I mean it and you were my first love
I never forgot the day I left, the tears you cried
How I wish I could save, but I had to escape
You couldn't see clearly, your mind blinded by lies
But with time you saw it, you saw all the pain
You saw how I was and what I couldn't explain
I saw the change but I had to push you
Because I was only protecting you
So now I have all the rights in the world
No one can tell me what I can and can't do
My age set in stone, I'm as free as a bird
Yet your away and I cant help but learn
That the ones you love first, will never be forgotten
The love you once had will always be alive
No matter how hard to try to push it away
I can honestly say I still love you today
So brush of those tears, and forget those good-byes
Never forget me, I'm always by your side
No matter how many times I tell you
That I really do hate you, you know its not true
I'm only trying to convince my self
That the love we had is better of forgotten
Yet I can't seem to let it erase from my mind
So perhaps it is true, healing takes time
If you're in need for someone to talk to
Or if you're in need for a helping hand
Just reach in your heart and remember our past
And think of the love that never died to begin with