Restless Nights Of Crying Poem by aleah nieto

I find it hard to cry now.I feel like crying.I want to cry.But no tears come streaming down my face.I am tired.I am tired of the hurt.I am tired of crying when I cant get no help.I am tired of the restless nights.My tears have dried up.But I still feel the pain in my heart.Some days I feel like there is no hope for me.Day after day, I hate being on this world.I cant find my place any where.I think to myself after this fase will there be another coming for me..Or really will it be done with forever...? The depressed world I am in...I want out..But when I finally get out, it comes after me again..And puts me back in this world I dont want to be in...How do I escape..?