Roads Poem by Angel Free

I sinned and destroyed
My own humanity
When I look I see nothing
When I feel I feel guilt

No one sees the true me
How lost I am, how ashamed
The things I've done
The things I've said

How do I find the words?
To break this evil inside me
How do I repent from myself?
Can this God forgive me my failures?

If I break into pieces
Will anyone see my pain?
When I kill this demon
Will it heal my soul inside?

I've reached out to anyone
Who will mend my life?
Falling only deeper into hell
There is nowhere else to go

Restlessly I wonder in my head
All the wrong turns I've made
Still I take the crooked roads
Remaining the screwed up girl I am