S-21: Soccer Ball Poem by peauladd huy

S-21: Soccer Ball



Day in day out. Twice a day sometimes three:
after each drill-run, you come back beaten-
flat on your back and tossed in the holding compartment
with the others covered in human filth.

You’ve gone above and beyond what is objectively possible
for a small round thing. You’ve taken so many drop-
kicks, knee-jabs, and head-butts from all
players: captains,
warden, interrogators,
edgy guards, unsteady –
too young to nap standing up,
too restless for prison silence.

In the playing field, each contact
delivered upon your person intended
to bury one more for the home-field.
No restraint.
No fumbled thought.
Take-it-home:

all forces are sent in with every intent to lift you off.
You’re all net.

In the end, you’re supple,
a mush inside
this confinement of skin,
riddled by punctured marks, possibly leaking
and bleeding internally.

Friday, June 12, 2015
Topic(s) of this poem: politics,war
POET'S NOTES ABOUT THE POEM
(S-21 (Tuol Sleng) , the notorious Khmer Rouge prison, where 12 survived out of the estimated 17,000 imprisoned in this former high school. My older brothers attended this school (I started first grade at Wat Tuol Tum Pomg) . And this was where my brothers often took me to kick a soccer ball in the schoolyard. Sometimes, we would drop by our aunt’s, our mother’s older sister, who lived across from the school (she and her whole family disappeared during the Khmer Rouge years) . We moved to Battambang shortly before the takeover on April 17,1975.)
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