Sacred Love Poem by Emily Sleator aka Katastrophic Kyte3 NopyGirrl

Running through the darkness
The walls coming closer and closer
My heart beat leading me through the night
My tears falling down in the color of desparity, red.
This disease fallen on all yet on no one
What we’ve always had but never known
This final day has come as we had feared
But still we pretend to carry on
More graves in the world than I’ve ever seen
Searches come to no use
Lost and forever gone
My eyes without their normal light
So many good-byes
Embraced with loneliness
Hunger for something to evil to mention, human flesh
The world’s hope forever dead
It shouldn’t really be that way
What have I done to deserve this all?
So used to hauntings and scares
Abandoned for all eternity
No use in being scared anymore
Death is all my life and all I’ve witnessed
Can’t say that it’s a life
Endless, empty streets leading to where?
The wind so cold
The sun is frozen
The world has lost it’s light
I carry your picture deep in me
Fading slowly and painfully
Why hold on?
I have to go a thousand oceans wide back to you
All passing by as though I was never there
Trying to find the way back to you
Don’t want to live through this without you
My final wishes have no meaning
The world crashing down beneath me
Breaking the ice whenever I breath
Trying to go as long as I can
But I fear the day will soon come when I have to let go
Holding on to all I love
But I cant feel my heart anymore
I’m on the edge
Side to side with death
The only solution possible (suicide)
Reluctantly popping up in my head
My eyes closed and fall
These scars will stay forever
But then I can’t feel a thing
Time stands still
By now my memories are long gone
Even closer to the edge I feel
A sudden rush of thrill
Still I yearn for more and more
Unable to commit it myself
I get to where you used to be
The room is so cold
It’s making me insane
Been waiting here so long
I can see the dark clouds coming back again
It’s killing me
I die when love is dead
The world in silence should forever feel alone
The vulture’s are coming for what’s left of us
I could feel their claws
Let me go!
Try so break free
There’s no where else to run to
I feel as though I‘ve lost myself in my own thoughts
And I am lying to myself
These street I walk upon are not at all empty
The world has slowly passed me by
This imaginary place is what I see as the world
Rescue was what I needed
And no one is to me as you are to me
Not even you who are reading this
You are as a ghost to me
You are there but at the same time not there
It’s over now and just remember to me
You’ll be forever sacred (Bill! ! !)
I’m dieing but I know our love will live
Your hand above like a dove over me
Only you could have set me free
This last time feels even better
Not coming back
My senses fade away
The sky casting over me
My last wish stays unsaid
…but still you live on.