S.A.D Poem by Joestar Wanderer

Top of the morning
One of my salutations
Doing math, love don't fit my calculations
Time for mourning
My heart aches for you
But I feel what we had is through
Can't give me the time of day no more
She's headed out and closing that door
Damn
I heal these women who suffer from a life of sinning
I feel for these women, nurse them back to health feel like I'm winning
Another one gone once at full health
Seems like I can help everyone but my self
Damn
The pain just don't stop
Hurts so bad might just drop
Dead
Instead I trudge my feet on the pavement
Wallet empty offer love as payment
She take 99% royalties then off to her new man
The devil reaps the spoils, foiled my plan
You make time for what you want
Guess I don't fit in her schedule
These dreams follow and tend to haunt
Nightmares, I've had several
All about you leaving me
I really love you why aren't you believing me You seeing me?
I'm coming at you 100 miles per hour
I reply in a second, you, an hour
Only a woman can break my confidence down as fast as she build it I'm hurting so bad my heart will you heal it?
Nobody solid in my corner, type to shoot you in the head then deliver the body to the coroner
I'm a foreigner in your Mind, I don't mean that much
I know this but I still crave your touch
The world hates men
Ask them why and none of their reasons apply
To me
Baby I'm full of love, dive inside so you can see
Everything I have in store for us I'm talking free $.99 Instead I lay here writing to pass the time


I get more depressed by the day
I know my friends love me, just don't know what to say
Can't understand what I'm going through but they stay true
To themselves
We human so why else wouldn't they be selfish Rich and lonely?
Might as well clone me
End it all before that day arrives
A bright light in me just hope it survives
Cause I can't take it anymore
When it rains, damn sure going to pour
When I sleep I snore, breath running out
What's all this negativity about
Dark clouds loom over my mind since the beginning of time, at least I think so
If you can think I recommend you think mo'
The mind is mighty powerful
Pour you a cup cause ours' is full
Of bitches who ghosted us, posted us then deleted, hit it once swung back around and repeated
I'll never be defeated not even if my energy is depleted so if you here for the show make sure you're seated
Here's an encore
The crowd applauds but silent as people reacting to a cry for help
The man's drowning, heed his yelp
No life jacket is thrown Just popcorn, the crowd loves it
Water engulfs him, how does it?
Maybe if he had a shoulder to cry on, but all the planes go by and fly on
Could I share my loving with you
It's all I got left
Turn around her charger's down the road
I got left