Save Me? Poem by Dislocated Heart

I'm not the person you thought I was..
I'm not a good guy...
I'm horrible.. if you knew half the stuff I've done..

I can lie, I have deceived..
I've forsaken, I've taken without permission..

I'm nothing you thought I was...

I'm a lie..
Cuz I have no clue who I am..
I'm just another lost soul in this city.. filled with ppl.

and I say.. whats the point?

Someone sees me with no flaws..
Happy, joyful.. wise when I need to be..

what that person doesnt know.. is how I feel when no one is around..
when I am deep in thoughts.. what I wanna do.. how I can just leave.. and dropp all my worries.. and fly away...

I am a friend.. that comes and leaves..
there when you need me.. gone when you dont..

I hide my thoughts.. I control my feelings..

but theres this love.. I feel for you... that I cant quite handle...

so save me...