Searching For You (Collasping) Poem by Cory Jensen

Everything I am
Things that should be,
And past things I regret.
Falls apart; right in my hands.
I fear that I'm not strong enough
To keep them from collapsing,
In on my bruised soul.
I wish I was built
To withstand,
This uneasy walls.
I try to catch them,
All the falling stars.
In my palms.

My angel,
Left me years ago.
Letting the fire burn,
As you walked away.
I can't keep myself.
Together; In one place.
Caving in on myself,
Trying to find your face.
Leaving me to learn,
To die on my own.
I wish I could tell you,
I want to come home.

My soul is in pain,
Aching from your absent.
My eyes can no longer,
See the world.
All the memories I have,
Of you.
Is all that I need.
Beautiful, haunting face.
I'm searching for you;
Till I'm black and blue.
Tell me are the words off my lips.
Are coming from your heart too.