Seclusion Poem by Amao Williams Praise

'''SECLUSION'''

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Echoes of whispering thoughts
appear'd faintly on my blunt ears;
my fake smile I'd rather bought,
thoughts that remind me of my past years.

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I miss the times when you were here,
telling me to betray my feign'd fear,
to become a lad with a fearless faith,
'nd to rouse my sleeping talents since birth.

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I miss the way you play'd
those smiling notes, when I'd laid
my feelings, popping out sadness;
singing me lyrics that spread my smile in happiness.

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I miss those patting words
you rang in my wanting ears,
defying all false thoughts 'nd odds
hidden in-between my darken'd years.

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An adoring image you were such,
that fondl'd 'nd snuggl'd me so much;
you'll direct 'nd delude me through the day,
'cause you dropped me lonely in the hay.

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Then one day... you never return'd,
my tears so boiled that they almost burn'd;
conscious about what I dearth 'nd lack,
but weeping 'nd mourning won't fetch you back.

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You've haul'd loneliness to me,
in whispering thoughts will I ever be?
will droplets of lonely tears
forever crawl down my lonely years?

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©Willipraise