Secret Admire Poem by reny handayani

I can only adore you from the far
Once we were physically close but seemed so far
Now that we are far but seems so close
I never regret a single nerve I use in my head just to thinking of you
Even though it costs a lot of energy to make the cell works
'cause there has been millions of cells I've been using only for thinking and imagining
About the way you walked, the way you talked
The way you wore your red square flannel cloth and Jeans
The way you carried your books folder, the way you ate
The way you sit and the way you greeted me at the first time we met
I never regret those beautiful moment
Even though those things don't make you remember who I am
I never ever regretting it
I never ask for more than what you can share
Just a chance..a chance to fill my nerve with a vision of you
Long back then..now..and may be forever
Let me be your secret admire
And let the time reveal