The Reason Why I Am Living For Poem by reny handayani

Asking..I keep on asking why I am here
I wonder if YOU ever thought of what kind of person I would be in the future
Right before YOU created part of me and blew my soul
Sometime I feel like I would have never been able to hold this burden
I tasted bitter and sweet at the same time..long before I was born
I evidenced bad and good things long before I was able to see
I could feel how she was broken apart
Long before she could hear the beat of my heart
If only I could choose..I would have chosen to be YOUR little angel in your beautiful paradise, and wait for my fate and soul mate to come and greet me
So I don't have to suffer in pain
But I am here...Yes I am here
I know I could not change it

Asking..still I keep on asking why I am here
Now I'm asking what I can do to my life
I found the answer
Changing and Choosing
Changing tears to laugh
Changing fears to courage
Changing hate to love
Changing failure to success
Changing complains to satisfaction, appreciation and gratefulness
Changing sorrow to happiness

Then I begin to rethinking, and realizing
How foolish I have been for keep asking and doubting YOUR decision
For in every tear I cried I felt something's released and I felt so pleased
For in bad I've been through there is always new good things I could learn
Then I feel blessed...so much blessed
I felt ashamed for questioning YOUR power
For once in my life
I begin to realize why I am here for
Spreading this wonderful sensation is what I aiming for