Secret Side Poem by flooplesnap cookie

i want to believe
i want her to see
i hate the fact she doesn't know ME
she only sees what she thinks she has made of me
it's not me i want to heal
she needs it, years of pain still so real
she wont go on her own
so i must remain her stepping stone
her life is only a reflection
which is her, not a section
everyone just see's her anger
i see her pain hidden like a stranger
she holds on
feeling like she dosn't belong
we can both walk along
i know the pain shes caused
but i see it as she's only lost
she's kicked and shoved me
but i find it hard to believe
that she fully hates me
i read my mom
and see her thoughts
hear her voice as rough as rocks
because on her heart remains in locks