See And Beleive Poem by Tracy Dye

Somewhere he still lays his head.
He’s still alive in my mind.
Maybe he doesn’t breathe or sleep in the same bed.
I tried to help I tried and tried.
It just wasn’t enough on this one specific day.
He’s still here, he’s still around.
They say he isn’t, but they are wrong and one by one they will pay.
At night they will not hear a sound.
They stood there, they stood still in silence.
What is wrong with those people thinking he isn’t alive?
Now for them, there lives are tense
He’s here I know he is, he watches over me
People think im crazy, but they don’t believe and they don’t see
They don’t believe that in the corner of my room is he
People talk about me the conversations start off with she
He talks to me and tells me to forget
Ha! I can’t do that when he’s still around can I
I will always remember the first day we met
He was so little and was so shy
He made my day he always will
I know I need to forget and move on
It’s just impossible when people still cry
They don’t see they don’t believe
They give me lie after lie
They need to see but somehow they can’t
I don’t know why it gets me confused
I exclude my self from everybody else and they tell me to take part
It’s my choice and I get to choose
It’s just that I don’t want to
I have a mind and it chooses things for me
All the blame gets pointed to you
Its different this time, they don’t have to blame me
I blame my self for the mistakes
It’s the right thing I always do things wrong
It’s like in my chest lays a hundred stakes
I know I may forget but it will take really long
He tells me to forget, it’s just really hard
People say it’s easy but what do they know
Your you and you need to open your eyes and see
You need to open your mind and believe