Self Over-Analyst Poem by Nick Downer

My perfect advice to everyone
is in life, to just 'bumble'
but when it comes to myself
it's over this idea that i stumble
i say, don't worry
just take things as they come
but when it comes to my own head
thoughts always start to run
when it comes to my life
im not always organized and neat
but with knowing what things are
i liked everything boxed in and complete
im an over-analysist
I like to know what things mean
because i've learned too many times
things are never what they seem
I know it doesnt work
but I like boxes with names
so i know where to put you,
sex, interest, or playing games.
I try so very hard,
try hard not to think
but i just cant be that careless
i need some kind of link.
I know that it's frustrating
drives me and you insane
but it's my defense mechanism
from feeling any more pain.
so please try to understand
I don't do it to be hard
but my analysises are my walls
and my questions are the guard.