Shades Of Gray Poem by Kelly Batson

Its so to hard be strong yet each day I struggle to live on
Take a look through my eyes and read past my lies
Take a walk through my mind and then you can find
Reflecting shades of gray and I have nothing left to say

Maybe some things are better left unsaid
Like after all this time your still in every tear my eyes shed
Your in every chorus of every love song
I remember you once said it would be easy for me to move on
So now its time I fess up and say
Though the bad and through this unknown
I’d fallen even more in love with your way

Don’t fret love, my mental prison isn’t your decision
I keep cutting myself on the dull edge of your knife
But somehow I gotta get up and on with my life
I’m only a stepping stone for the paths I come to cross
God save me cause I can’t outlive another loss