Sharpening​ The Rusty Knife Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

A edge to put on a rusty blade.
Washing away all stains.
Numbing all the pain.
Changing my name to start fresh with a new beginning.
Past present future.
Outcomes always looking so grim.
It's about time that ends.
No more make-a-believe with a dash of salt and sugar to encourage more eating.
Deeply simply breathing.
Lungs unbareably screaming.
The love inside ready to explode.
Out of control.
No more holding back.
Calmly relaxed.
Sky's running red to black then back.
A heart that's on the attack.
Flicking off all the parasites.
You can no longer suck me dry.
Dropping a steroid in your eye.
Clean, clear, and very much alive.
A long quiet drive to the mountains.
A beautiful view of spring turned fountain.
A elongated way too...
Always wishing for more then temporary stay.
This time I'll see you on the otherside shore.
You can join me with your beat up looking blue ford.
It's any time you want.
Open 24/7.
Their are no contraints or limitations.
I will be there long after sun goes down.
If you can't swim don't worry I would not allow you to drown.
And when fear comes around we will cover our ears so we don't hear a sound.
This is concrete, this is stability, do you feel me?