She Want To Love Me, But She Cant Poem by James Davis

I'm still here You're still trying
You're living while im dying
Your crying while im denying
I denounce your love i denounce your feeling why are you here with me?
I push and push and push but your persistant
Cant you see i want you at a distance?
Why dont you just go home i just want to be alone
Why are you trying so hard? When my feeling have gone abroad
I wanted you awhile ago but now your just causing me trouble.
Your making me love you again and i have a paranoia that you'll leave again
It seems to me that your playing with me Giving and taking emotions from me
I give and give and give and all you do is take.
Don't you know my life is at stake you took my heart with you devious smile
You dangled my brain by my spine you tricked me to think you were mine.
I try so hard not to let you in but like the air you seeped in.
I have cracks i have scars but your pain is the worst of all.
The thought of us being distant really kills you inside
but in reality it's all in your mind.
You can want me you can hug me but do you really love me