Sickness? When Will You Call? Poem by Brittany Mischel

Kinda a bad poem, didnt try hard at all.. sorry.
165...149....138.....123 i wonder what i weigh now? I wonder if i have a sickness... the pain i feel in my stomach will never over power the pain in my heart: '(No step can take your place or hers, they can try, but its you two i have inside. CANT YOU SEE THE PAIN I HAVE? ! cant you see how much i dont eat? or how much weight i ve lost? dont lie you cant see, yur not here, your no where near! you left mom for her. But you really left me all alone.... now i am fading becomeing so fraile, my heart feels ready to brake, my stomach aches for food...but my heart for your love...
When will you be back?
When will i be proud to say...That's my father?