Silently Bleeding Poem by Ash Skandarsky

Slowly my heart is breaking,
My life is for the taking,
Silent red tears fall.
“I hate to say it but I’m dead,
I can’t take this pain I feel.
No more,
Can A heart still break even if dead?
Yes it does, ”
She says through a whimper
“I can still hear your sweet loving whispers.
Alone and hurt I can’t love you
Yet my heart doesn’t answer,
Your smile and eyes of sky blue.
My mind says “Enough” but my heart says, “Stay”
Oh how I wish to feel the beat of your heart again.
How every beat said, “I love you dearly.”
“Now only my tears talk to me,
When they fall they tell stories to me,
Of a love that does not die,
it last forever
But not I,
No my heart has stopped; my soul has left me,
I’ve decided to leave,
I can’t love you anymore,
For I do not have your heart that I bore.
I try to hide it,
The way I feel,
But I’m not made of steel.”
“How I hate my stopped beating heart
For beating only for you
And your eyes of sky blue.
After every tear or dropp of blood fell,
My love goes with it.
My tears they come but I pull away,
I wish my heart to stay at bay.”
“You say crying is a bad thing,
But this is all I can do,
To stop the painful screams of hatred and hurt.”
My mind went blank.
“You no longer love me?
It is true some say, others don’t.
I hope they lie for what I feel,
I am doomed to walk the hell alone in the dark corners of the light,
How I hate my reflection, ”
It shows me smiling bright,
“My eyes are cold and lonesome.
I’m wasting away in this cold shell.
Like I said I’m dead,
Because none of the living is like me.
They shall rue the day they go to hell,
For I will be there,
The Angel of Sadness,
With my two true sisters.
We walk the world and cause chaos and sorrow.”
‘Death is only the beginning’
I hear in the wind of night.
‘Love is nothing, without someone giving love back’
“It's right all right.
There is no making you I can’t love you anymore!
So stay away in you group of friends,
Who I dumped you because,
Just say you don’t love me and I will be on my saddened way.”
I say as cold blood fall from my face.
“This my final note,
For I will fall from earth,
To the hell you sent me.
But this is where I belong,
A dark girl nothing more, ”
Here I sit in my dark corner bleeding silently
Waiting for you to make your choice,
So I can be on my merrily way
And forever my soul will stay.