Sincerely Me Poem by Dallas Carter

I wish you would talk to me, just tell me what I said.
I'm losing in every other aspect of my life right now.
I can't risk losing my best friend too.
I'm lost, and I need you now more than I have ever before.
Why can't you see what your silence is doing to me?

I want to call you, to hear your voice,
But I don't think you want anything to do with me.
Writing is the only way I know how to speak to you.
Please don't make this be goodbye.
If you're going to hurt me, don't hurt me without telling me why.

The Holy Spirit abandons anywhere that there is contention,
No matter who or what the cause of it is.
Don't let the contention between us ruin our friendship.
You've helped me with things I thought were helpless.
You broke the wall I swore would never come down.

I feel so stupid for thinking what I thought.
I thought you could learn to love me the way you loved her.
I thought I could take your mind off of her memory.
I thought I could break you wall and relieve the pain.
I thought I could heal your damage and you would love me.

I'll never be to you who you are to me,
And it was childish to think that a possibility.
Affectus, Cupitus, Angelus, quid mihi es.
Amica, quis ego sum vobis.
I'm sorry for not realizing sooner all that we'll ever be.

Sincerely,
Me