Sinner Poem by Felipe Gastão

A boy came to me with kind eyes. Soon recognized my unhappy face, dissected my weaknesses. I called him genius. ' Do you think your ills are irreversible and incurable. It´s nor true, there is healing, miracles happen all the time, are not realized because they are very subtle, and follow a logic unfathomable and contrary to human philosophy, which has problems to recognize the essence of things. The miracles can come even dressed in disgrace. For example, the premature death of a child, however painful it may be, does not compare to the pain of seeing him, when adult, so much misfortune of going mad. The madness can save us from pain. Some, interned in sanatoriums, find love and see the face of God. The miracles are difficult to perception, if we look the part, not the whole. At the end of life, in the deathbed, men realize that their lives were full of miracles and that God is a genius apparently not obvious, but in essence obvious. Your case is not serious. Come with me, for me, you can overflow your incestuous thoughts, unconfessable and melancholic, which certainly everyone has. I shall never condemn you, or be horrified. I´ll help you' After a few time I was surprised because it was not of his temperament reject the unfortunate, condemn criminals, on the contrary, I think he prays for them, or try to eliminate the evil of the world. I thought to be talking to any inhabitant of the palace of God. Finally, after years thinking have been abandoned by God, I, Magdalene, found Christ. How beautiful is the encounter of an unhappy sinner with a bright angel? I said that I´d love him and follow him along. 'No, be calm. Love kills anyway. If we are loved by executioners, we die by slavery and its burden. If we are loved by angels, we die as well by too much freedom and anguish. Love is a difficult issue. I do not promise you love, but if you want to come with me, feel encouraged. ' But by all means I will die, and I want to be painfully murdered by your love. Please I beg you'; I said. 'Come, love is inevitable' I was hypnotized, not questioned anything and I willed to follow him to any part. So be it, amen.