So Much More.... Poem by Lizelle 'Leasel' Martins

We spoke last night for the first time...
Felt kinda awkward
I didn’t know what to say
Yet there was so much to share
I wanted to tell you....
I missed you
But no words came

I looked at the name
And couldn’t help but to cry...
Why you may ask
I cried cause....
I missed you
I miss you
It’s like I have lost another
Part of me

You have really crept inside me
Found a place that no man has ever been
I didn’t want to let you in
Cause I am to fragile...
But you...
Somehow
Someway
You found that place

We were just suppose to be friends
But my heart didn’t agree
It wanted more....
So much more
I want to blame you...
But it ain’t your fault
We can’t control these things...

I guess it true...
I loved you and I still do..
But the timing is just so all wrong
“loving the right person at the wrong time”

What do I do now...
If I could just feel you one more time...
Just one more
Your smile
Your warm embrace
Your touch
The warmth of your lips
Your strong hands around my waist...

I wanted so much...
I still do...


(c) Leasel Martins