So Tired Poem by Kevin Wang

Waking in the dark
Thinking wishing I knew from the start
If you’d stop
Playing games
With my heart

Putting hands in front of my face
Heart pumping in a race
Wishing it wasn’t true
But it isn’t new
To wake in my dreams
And you be there swinging flying
The steps that built these blocks
And a genuine smile
That’d make me want to
Kiss your dimples

Looking afar
Wetting the sheets
With a salty lake
Pouring silently from my melting heart
I’m just so stupid
So useless
So worthless
For I lost your smile
That I once vowed to protect
And I lost myself
In my dreams
At the same
time