Sometimes Poem by Ngendo Karanja

sometimes i wish i could cry
i heard they say tears claense the soul
sometimes i feel frustrated
like the world is against me
sometimes i feel like disappearing
when the loads are too many
sometimes i feel tormented
tormenterd by the feelings of guilt
tormented by the feelings of shame
sometimes i feel angry
angry that my heart aches
angry that my eyes tear
angry that my head throbs
and sometimes i really do not care
not about what you say
not about what you do
not about what you think
and at this times i feel
that i really am me
that i really am free
ang those are the moments
that i cherish the most!