Stabbing Pain Poem by Jessica VanderZee

something's just not right with you
you just are not the same
but if I were to ask you
I know just who you'd blame

At first I would agree
the fault of who you blame is true
but today I have realized
it's not her, it's you

You were the only person
I trusted with my whole heart
but now I see how fake you are
I should have known it from the start

The one I thought you were
so caring, determined, and strong
it took me awhile but now i see
that I was very wrong

my world is crashing down
i've never felt this kind of pain
it hurts so much that even I
can not even explain

The tears just won't stop coming
and my hands shake so much more
the stabbing pain that I feel now
has never been this bad before...