Stuck In My Regrets. Poem by jasmin santana

I hate you.
I love you.
I hate you because I love you.
You make me insane.
No one can repair my broken heart.
I can barley remember out time together.
Time went by so fast.
I wish i can take all the things i said back.
Instead im stuck living in my regrets.
I know moping isn't going to help.
You played with my heart,
But wanted to stay friends.
I read our last conversation.
I see how stupid I was,
And how much I have changed.
Listening to the songs that remind me of you.
I see you look at me.
Does that mean you care?
Or is it in my head?
I want your arms around me once more.
I want the pleasure of being your friend once again.
I know its too late.
I look inside my heart only to see your face and named engraved in it.
How pathetic I am.
I can't help but shead tears.
I hope to disappear.