Stupid Numb Poem by reina Lorenzo

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Pretending that you were fine
Keep on smiling
Ignoring the feelings that makes you suck,
Numb and crazy stupid.

You raised your middle finger
With tongue pointed
Laugh a weaked laugh
Just trying’ to stop that tears fallin’
As you kept yourself to nothin’.

You watch your mouth to speak kindly
As you wrote your words on your doctor diary
Coloring you colorless nonsense life
To forgive and make it right.

Now, that is gone
Game is over
But, still dreamin’ and wanting
Giving yourself a chance
That things gonna all be fine.

Walking on lightless place
Searching a way to find yourself
Searching a way to explain your blindness
To be part of it and
Feel all the hurts...

© Reina h. Lorenzo