Submit A New Poem Poem by RIC BASTASA

she signed out
without at least saying
gtg
or simply bye

where's my usual
lol
?

as i rest from
other things
of equal importance

as she
appears invisible
or busy
or walked out

i stop
for a while, thinking, thinking, thinking, thinking

about what to do
with my life

so many choices now
but the emptiness keeps invading
every word
i have in my mind, as though they no longer have any significance
at all

i log out
i log in
i sign out
i sign in again

and there she is the snobbish soul still keeping
her own things
matters of greater importance
than myself

who i am?
i still ask, who i am? she rejects my pleas,
her silence so hurting

i feel the pain of
abandonment, rejection and

ignorance,

lapse of time, wasting moments
useless thoughts,
destructive imaginings

i have one choice though....

submit a new poem

a breather.