Suicidal Poem by mariyamah meiz

i hate my life i want to die
its hard to count how long i cry
low self-esteem let out a sigh
no confidence tell people lies

messed up my life don't give a f**k
home life is s**t i have no luck
no time no space feels like I'm stuck
hopes and dreams hit by a truck

nothing to do nothing to say
suicidal tendencies throughout the day
disrespect no f**king way
time over whelming don't want to stay

dark heart of love black hole of hate
cut out my heart I'll set the date
die in my sleep no pearly gates
straight to hell must be my fate

not dead yet but not awake
no time to die too much at sake
gone too long lost time to make
wont be back a life to take