Suicide Poem by Kayla Fuller

so here i am just sitting here, on my bed with a knife to my wrist
please everyone dont be upset, please dont b pissed
as i put the razor to my skin
i feel the adrenalin
the pain is a sudden rush to me
as the blood falls to the floor
i see my pain and worries disappearing
everyday emotions pain and frustrations arise
a razor can only go so deep
a person can only bleed so much
but the pain never ends
by keeping me here ur making it worse
if i were daed id be happy and away from this curse
dont cry jus know this is the best thing for me
its my time to go, my time to be free
you ask me why i cry
but do you wish to know its cuz i want to die
i feel empty inside thoughts just running through my head
if only you could feel the pain i feel jus for one second
you would know what im goning through you would want to die to