Sun Block Poem by faith toney

The once meaningful thing in my life is dissolving
the solution is DNA combined
sisterhood is bound to grow
love is no longer strong enough to stand tall
my weakness is struck hard
they know my weak spots well
and for them to continually disturb my peace
my mind full of worry and my head beating hard
my achy memories flood my day
wondering if they will ever return
I loved my numbered days
my days that are set in catacombs
forever to rest in the presences of tomorrow
tomorrow set the future of yesterday
yesterday brings my today
which brings me to reality of everything is wrong
my life is complex and my fears are outstretched
wide to be hit as targets
let the bullets pierce through my opened ranged body
decomposing of nothing
left with nothing but a friend in a box
once said to die together are now torn
set to live freely without a comfort of each other
motionless body and mind numbed still
holding back the urge to bounce, roll or float
together we stand as two boulders blocking one another
happiness was once found in the fake reflection of a dirty river
I cant be who I am until she finds who she is
I wait the moment she walks through my door back into life
then and only then will the aroma of sun block be present! ! ! !