Hate Poem by faith toney

I hate her for what she did
I hate myself for doing it
I hate him for being who he was and not willing to change
I lost everything
they couldn’t just let me live
she dragged me through hell
he sat by and watched
I didn’t want to let go
it wasn’t her decision
it wasn’t my time
I will never feel the same again
I was betrayed by both
after everything I did
I lost it all again
I couldn’t believe what they did to me
it wasn’t purposeful but it hurt
just enough for me to almost take my life
I still cant trust her
I cant rely on myself
I pushed him out
we are no more
sadden to say I hate them both
they almost killed me
but he will never see nor care
and she will only guilt trip me
more and more
eventually I will explode
I will hurt her and myself
I hate them but love them too
he made me new and she tore me apart
I rebuild myself again