Take Your Life Poem by Tatianna Rei Moonshadow

Leave me to myself
I don't deserve your love
When I'm loving you all that I can
But it just isn't enough
I still look at you and wonder
When I will have to watch you die
And as I sit and ponder this
I cannot look into your eyes
I'll look every which way
To avoid your shifting gaze
For I cannot seem to look at you
When I'm wondering through the days
I cannot help but hold you close
And revel in how you feel
Next to me so safe and so in danger
With those wounds that refuse to heal
And as I smell your scent
So gorgeous a perfume
I cannot help but know
That my arms will be your tomb
For I cannot help but think
That it may end tonight
For as much as I love you
I crave to Take Your Life
I'll fight as hard as I can
Against the temptation in my blood
Yet as hard as I seem to fight
It doesn't seem to be enough
I could never bear to hurt you
Never stand to cause you pain
But that doesn't seem to come to mind
When lust is creeping through my veins
So I'll lay here beside you
And hold you so painfully close to my heart
And I'll fall asleep and dream tonight
Of tearing you apart
This sick sad malice
That I seem unable to push away
Is tormenting me every single minute
Of every single day
Darkness just enhances
The thoughts of what I am entirely capable of
Crushing your bones under my fingers
And all my resistance is not enough