Temptations Poem by Nephthys Of Night

You tempted me to end it all
but it was more than just
Eager hope
temptation
wanting distain
I wanted this for a while now
Your murmuring in my ear
only makes it more desirable
was that your plan?
send me into panic
close off my air supply
you planed it that way
get into my dreams
run your hands over me
you know i hate it
Wish i could break your fingers
you make me nervous
You make me want to kill
Your the only way i can feel now
Its sick!
I would say i wish i was younger again
but thats a lie
I would still come to a point
where i a now
i dont want to be me
i dont want this mind this body
what ever it is
that makes me feel you
Even your words
Aren't sounding so sweet now
What is it you want?
Because baby
Ive realized
That you just want to use me
That even though leaving this body
Wouldnt bring me Nirvana
It would be what you wanted
And im tired of being used
Your hate that is eating me
Is finally eating away at you
'You cant catch me im the ginger bread man'
Well
That seems to be me now
You aint ever going to catch me
so keep on trying
It will just led me
to a place where ill catch you
And ill do to you what you did to me
I'll Make you scream like i did
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March,10,2012