The Way I Feel About The Road We Went Down Poem by Nicole Magincalda

Why ''John'' why did you let me down? . ''Why'' did you let me down and why did we fall apart? , and why did you send a arrowstraight into my heart? . ''We'' use to get along more then most couples do but then anger, furstration, pain, agrrovation, came in the way of heart felt thoughts and clear headed minds. We lost respect for the one we vowed to protect thanks to ousided people who can be unkind and cloud our hearts and clear headed minds on situations that do come up. I alway's vowed i won't give up with every obsticale we must pull through this time around because i want you. I want you more then words can say in more then just one single way. I want you as a lover and you are my best friend and even thou we fought my love never ends. ''Our'' child is my life, he is all i ever wanted and every memmorrie i hae missed with sorrow and pain. I am now haunted by memmorries made without me and others in my place, i am overwelmed with emotion from pain long ago and want you to know i am ready to let go. ''Letting'' go of it is just what i'll do if we can work things out, because it never did anyone ''no'' good to sit around and pout. ''So'' i will treat you like a king the way that you deserve, if you treat me like a queen the way that i deserve and hopefully this time all will find a way to get along together in each and every way! . ''For'' as a blended family we do the best we can, try to see each others points of views and not lay down demands. Lets try it again just one more time, we shall walk the line of truth no matter what the situation and try to work it so their is no frustration, so everyone is happy and no one feels left out, so everyone knows love by the shadow of a doubt. So here is a promise between me and you to give this relationship our all so we can pull through, without outside ridiquial, crude, rude, remarks from outsiders that are negitive need to depart. ''Lets'' keep this promise and follow this plan and learn that sometimes we must understand stop, look, and listen, when we want to blow up, take a minute and huge defuse the situation. ''So'' we don't end up back in the same situation, with knowledge and love i have written these things in the hope for the future with love never ending, and a family complete with a happy ending.