Through The Deep Layers Of My Skin Poem by Robyn Serio

With all the stress, the pain and the hurt in my heart
It seemed like the easiest thing to do but to let the blade
go through the deep layers of my skin.
With him not on here, the pain just grows deeper,
if he was here he would know how to relieve the pain.
He would know the answer to everything.
To make everything easier and put things back
in order and life would be normal, but the blade
just goes deeper through the layers of my skin.
With this feeling of love not with me, it makes my heart
just want to stop beating, it makes my scars throb,
it just wants me to pick up that blade and let it go
through the deep layers of my skin.
Cutting seems like I will be able to relieve the pain
that is going through my body every second of the day.
I dont know the one I love has died and I will not get
him back and the feeling of love that have I have seems to be nothing.
I dont know cutting seems like the answer. I think that maybe I should just wait til that right one comes around again.