To Find Hope Has To Be The Scariest Thing, Because I'M Afraid To Lose It, Poem by Monique Ornelas

This pain feels like something's nibbling at my heart,
very slowly
but every second of the day,
It never stops,
It never goes away,
I have a dream,
that one day i'll be granted 1 wish,
This 1 wish will be precious,
This one wish i'll hold dear in my heart,
My 1 one wish is to not make the pain go away,
but to meet someone to make the pain go away,
someone I can depend on,
someone to hold me all night when I cry,
that someone to hold me up,
and help me find hope,
when i've given up,