To The One Beyond Words Poem by Antonio Liao

i stand at the coldness of the night, counting the stars
believing that i can do it.
my mind had just closed

i stroll at the sea shore enjoying picking up some pebbles
of different sizes and colors.
oh! my eyes and my body
turn restless

i paint and picture beautiful places, feeling that my interest
would be the answer of my busy hour.
it gives me boredom

i walk in a little while, knowing that it would give a little space to
relax. i find nothing but a day of tiredness
and wonder what i really want

i partake the party, go with my friends, painting the town red, still the
emptiness within me keeps me wondering

i mingle with my friends in every social gathering, attending congressional services. it doesn't satisfy my
longing which i can't describe

in a very simple word

i look up again in the sky, believing that the answer to my inquiry,
my imagination, my question, my longing, my happiness, my anger
my hope, my blindness, my doubt and even to the
extent of asking why, i have lived this
crazy question of life

i have no reason why this precious inquiry i have would mean to me
for i know that no exact word or words can describe
the word which i want to feel. my heart searches all the fulfilling satisfaction of my soul. yet! confusion and nothing
has achieved as to what is life

at the end the emptiness of my soul reveals that it is beyond words
is the answer of what is today. it is a moment of moments
the essence of our destiny, an existence that life
has to live to its fullnest
in this migthy words