I know I'm unsure
but that's ok for now.
I'm learning the ways
of not knowing how;
to handle the feelings
I hate to admit,
and lessen the fear
and never commit.
I know I'm unsure
in all this un-knowing,
and fear I still do
that emotions are growing.
Without wanting them to
I know they're in there,
and abhorrence I feel
- I don't want to care.
I know I'm unsure
of all that's to be,
unsureness is fine
but not about me.
I want to stay strong
and always be sure
of all that I want, need
and feelings deter.
I know I'm unsure
of life that appears,
but I know deep inside
I'm sure of my fears.
(Itajaí,15 June,2009)
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem