Untitled 1 Poem by Alexis Payton

This is the end
or at least the beginning of it.
Someday I will die,
Whether it is at my own hand or not,
I do not care.
Fighting desperately,
Trying to find a good thing,
is futile.
No matter what I do,
I am not good enough.
I tell the truth,
yet I am a liar.
There is a cause for this pain,
Buried deep,
but not deep enough it would seem.
I am forever alone.
Fighting my demons.
Nothing I ever do is right.
I am a burden.
I am unforgivable.
Everything I touch,
is ruined.