Untitled 3 Poem by Courtney Caine

I hide in the corner scared and alone I hears the cries but wont answer them I see the end but wont go I had the chance to end it all but wont go near it. I try to fight my demons but they win.I lets the pain show but no one sees I give up on hope and start to hide who I really am.Tired of fighting, tired of being sI want to die but wont give up. I smile to let you know every things ok.and you believe the lie you don't see that I am dieing on the inside Am trying to fix what was broken but the tap wont stick the wound to bloody no one sees that am falling. No one cares I just want someone to love me for me i don't want to change i want to be myself but i cant its forbidden to me for once in my life i want someone to hug me cause they love me not because they have to and not because i hugged them first
who am I? I dont know that why I asked you hoping that you would know so I could find out who i am is. let me be who i am when you say no it kill me slowly with what you do to me and you don't even see it.am slowly giving up i want nothing more then to lay in my bed and never wake up again.What am i going to do.I cant get help I wont ask for it..I cant help how I feel. try to be happy but I cant. yes someone want to help but am to scared to open up this is all I knows loneliness I broke a long time ago but no one knows no one cares I want to cry but I cant I don't know how I just want to rest in peace