Untitled 3 Poem by xx3 mikki

I feel it pulling inside me
Burning with each passing day
You ask, am I ready?
But I'm not really sure what to say.

Half of me pushes towards yes
Impatience flowing in abundance
I can't wait to give you my all
I really can't wait for the chance.

A quarter of me pushes towards maybe
Not knowing what I do
I don't want to go there just yet,
But I want to prove my love for you.

The rest of me is set on no
I don't want to go through that again
I don't want a living hell
I had enough of that back then.

So I'm not quite sure what I'll do
Should I wait, or just go for it now?
I know I'll figure it out soon,
But I'm not exactly sure how.