Unworthy Poem by FRAGMENTS AND PIECES

Then....
I became a fisherman
.....and Burned by the heat of the sun.
I became a peasant
.....and got only two dirty hands.
I became a servant
.....and was wrapped with ignorance.
I became a bad boy
......and plated with arrogance.

So i shifted my life after a glance.

I became a captain
But only in my dreams.
I became a cowboy
But only with little herd.
I became a teacher
But only for my self to learn.
I became a thinker
But no less than the foolish.
I became a poet
But with only a dropp of wit.
I became a painter
But I can draw only a few.
I became a singer
But nobody wants to hear.
I became a writer
But nobody wants to read.
I became an artist
But I designed non sense
I became a critic
And I just found that i am really weak

So I just thrown myself in all of a sudden
Into the heart of the wide ocean
And the deepest world of the sea, I swam...

and then i see, after all these years i am still unworthy

Then a new world I happened to see
Lovely innocent creatures were shown to me.
but
I refused to move
I refuse to talk
I refuse to smile
all indifference was i thought i should do....
because as of now i dont have the confidence to show what i have..
.....i am unworthy even to say that i am who i am....

[by Seeker Mykelle on Saturday, July 23,2011 at 2: 33am
self-esteem: UNWORTHY
Mykelle the Introspector.....1-Nov-06]