Vision Poem by Sandra jacks

Looking into those eyes,
the ones that i once despised,
i can hardly breathe,
what are you doing to me?

I'm lost in the blue ocean you bear,
i feel the heaviness,
As if you're holding me down,
but you're just never there anymore.

Don't look at me that way,
it's hurts so much,
repression or depression,
take your pick babe,

like your waves are crashing down,
like a collision with no sound,
I feel muted,
this feeling,
can it be computed,
give me a calculator,
give me a gun.

some way to stop thinking,
some way to be done.

There's this burning,
deep inside,
in my heart,
what is it?

babe....please just go

don't stay here
with me
please stop making me feel,
you won't like what you'll see.